Maybe I don't feel like smiling
When I would rather cry
Maybe I don't feel like being honest
When I would rather Lie
Maybe I don't feel like showing my secrets
When I would rather keep on pretending
Maybe I don't want to get help
When I feel nothing will keep the pain from ending
Maybe I don't want to fall in love or give my heart away
because I know it will just get ripped apart again, someday
Maybe I don't feel like trying anymore
Because I feel I have tried so much that there is nothing left to try
Maybe I don't feel like living one more day
Because the pain will never go away