I lived life in the shadows
pretending to be someone,
that i would never be,
I hid my true self behind closed doors,
I was living my life,
trying to live up to everyones expectations,
a perfect little angel,
the good girl from the start,
But i had turned bitter,
when love tore my heart,
I was falling apart,
letting everyone down,
including myself,
I felt like my own dreams
were collecting dust on a shelf
Everything I wanted was put on a back burner,
Couldnt live for myself,
My true self was never a perfect angel,
I was a rebel,
just wanting to be loved by someone,
A little older,
here I stand a bit colder,
Wanting to cry on someones shoulder,
Still hiding behind the shadows,
Will the truth ever be shown?