You stole my heart a long time ago
We made promises when we were really too naive to know
I fell in love it seemed so fast, loneliness then settled in
On nights without you I entraped myself with sin
Something sharp, to taste the blood
Next time something sharper to see what I was made of
A victim to the disease, so weak
Too tired to stand, too much effort it took to speak
So I hid behind a disguise,
covered up the truth with lies
Nothing else left to say
Never thought my life would turn out this way
Every waking moment slowly became a living hell
Everyday I became a little more unwell
My life kept unraveling right before my eyes
The girl was a stranger behind the disguise
I begged for a way out of this mess
It did not come and I became more depressed
I was holding out for a little hope
Something out there to help me cope
Still in love with that same boy
Without him I am just a void
Waiting for the day to come
When I see that he really is the one