The addiction comes on stronger
Grows more each and everyday
I try to fight the urge
It never goes away
Anger over powers
Each and every thought
Proves to me I am nothing
The opposite of what love wants
So I'll take a knife
and slice into this weary soul
I'll make sure that this hurts more
Hurts more than you'll ever know
and when the bleeding is over and I see what I have done
I will hate myself more for the person I have become
I'll run into that corner,
Where I continually hide
And all alone I will cry to myself
No one is ever by my side
I wont pray to god for I don't believe he exists
Instead I will take the knife and cut my wrists
The pain feels so much better
Much more when I am burning your letter
Never was I loved completely
Only conditonally
and unemotionally
No wonder why I feel so incomplete
The pain I feel, I just cant defeat
It runs through my bones
Cold and alone