"i hate you" you say to me in a voice that anyone can fall in love with.
"i love you" you say with a voice i should HATE but instead makes my heart jump.
but this is so confusing so aggrivating,so impossible to follow.
i dont want to love you anymore,babe,it hurts so bad.but you make it impossible to hate you;because all i want to do is hold you in my arms and let you know that it's all gonna be ok.
sooner or later.
this "friendship" is hard to hold onto.
it wouldnt have to be a frinedship if you kept your promise.
you promised you would never hurt me,and i believed you.but you lied and i forgive you,but i can never forget.
but ill be fine and ill keep pretending everything's ok,because as long as you're happy,with or without me,
ill be fine.
so ill listen to you talk about how amazing she is and how much you are in love and maybe,just MAYBE, this time
i wont care.