I told you that
You don’t exist
To me anymore;
You begged to differ.
You were just waiting
For when I had
My defenses down,
And then you attacked.
You were ready like
A military mastermind
For when I thought
Everything was fine~
When I felt the
Blessings of the Lord
Flowing through
All parts of my life.
I am so weak,
So fragile in my faith
That I begin to doubt
The One who revived me.
I start to not trust
That His love is enough,
That I need validation
To value myself.
I thank God for
Keeping what I feel
I need from me to
Stop me from going astray.
He speaks His love
Over me when
I ask for His grace
In exchange for my scars.