October 26
I am suffocating
Under the [pre]tension
Of contrived love.
October 27
Insomnia fills my eyes-
Unspoken decisions
Leave me restless.
October 28
All I hear are lies;
Since they scream so loud,
I will silence you.
October 29
I regret my impulsiveness;
Please forgive me
And my own insecurities.
November 1
I needed to get away
From these strangling thoughts
But I didn’t go far enough.
November 2
Oh the things I miss
When I let my fear
Control my life.
November 3
Loneliness is
My new state of mind-
Let it define me.