I am sorry that
I treated you
Like my own
Personal conquest
And I used you to boost
My own confidence
But all I did was see
How I am such
An ugly person inside.
I am sorry that
I held your flaws
Up to a magnifying glass
In a stubborn attempt
To diminish my own
Imperfections
When all I did
Was see my reflection
More clearly.
I am sorry that
In my own
Self-righteousness
I thought I was
Better than you
But all I did was
Remove the blinders
And reveal my own
Inferiority complex.
I am sorry that
In all my cruelty
I tried to hurt you
By using all
You had given me
Against you
But in the end
I only ended up
Hurting myself.
But most of all
I am sorry that
My apologies
No matter how sincere
Will never be enough.