Still remember that day

Still remember that day

Wanted to see me one last time

And get ice cream



Should have realized it then

Despite my plans

Things were never going to change



I wanted to see you bad

But knew if I did

Every plan would change

Because I would lose myself in you again



Why did I not realize

There was a reason

For avoiding you



That reason was that I still loved you

And knew seeing you might stop me

Stop my plans of running away

Running far from my pain



Why did I not realize

That not only did I still love you

But that I would never stop loving you



Why did I not realize

Running away could never work

And would only make things worse



I guess I thought I was being strong

Resisting my desires

To be with you

But I was just a coward

Running from the pain



Now I am left alone

And all I have left from that day

Is misery

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