Still remember that day
Wanted to see me one last time
And get ice cream
Should have realized it then
Despite my plans
Things were never going to change
I wanted to see you bad
But knew if I did
Every plan would change
Because I would lose myself in you again
Why did I not realize
There was a reason
For avoiding you
That reason was that I still loved you
And knew seeing you might stop me
Stop my plans of running away
Running far from my pain
Why did I not realize
That not only did I still love you
But that I would never stop loving you
Why did I not realize
Running away could never work
And would only make things worse
I guess I thought I was being strong
Resisting my desires
To be with you
But I was just a coward
Running from the pain
Now I am left alone
And all I have left from that day
Is misery