Restore Me

Lord I grow weary

And have lost my song

I feel my strength fading fast

I don’t know if I can continue on.



God, I know the battle’s not over

The fight has just begun

But having to endure all my failed trials

Make me wish that it were all done.



I’m so tired of the disappointments

When will my depression come to an end?

I’m so tired of being lonely

Or if not, having false friends.



I’m tired of not having anything

Sometimes not even a dime/

I’ve got children that I have to raise up right

And I don’t even feel like I have the time.

  

My Savior Oh Savior

I can’t seem to follow in your steps

My path has strayed so far from you

Into the valley of death.



Yeah though I walk

But still I continually fall

And I wonder, in the end

Will my name be in the roll call?



Moving slowly ahead

And stumbling faster still

Lord, will my final home

Be heaven or hell?



Your saints have all shun me

So among the world I roam.

Trying everyday to find

A spiritual home.



Tell me, where did I go wrong?

Because now I can do nothing right.

I’ve been so long wandering in darkness

That I chose not to see the light.



I have little to no joy within me

I no longer have a song

I need to pray for deliverance,

But my prayerful mind is gone.



Hatred dwells deep within

So much so that I can’t see

That all the anger, hurt, false hopes

And all the pains are very lightly concealed.



When will the grief be taken?

My life just seems surreal

My spirit has been broken

When will my wounds be healed?



My mind hate has corrupted

Now it bleeds to every part

My soul, my soul needs saving

To save me, God, heal my heart.



I have strayed into the valley and am dead

Restore me!!!!

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