Lord I grow weary
And have lost my song
I feel my strength fading fast
I don’t know if I can continue on.
God, I know the battle’s not over
The fight has just begun
But having to endure all my failed trials
Make me wish that it were all done.
I’m so tired of the disappointments
When will my depression come to an end?
I’m so tired of being lonely
Or if not, having false friends.
I’m tired of not having anything
Sometimes not even a dime/
I’ve got children that I have to raise up right
And I don’t even feel like I have the time.
My Savior Oh Savior
I can’t seem to follow in your steps
My path has strayed so far from you
Into the valley of death.
Yeah though I walk
But still I continually fall
And I wonder, in the end
Will my name be in the roll call?
Moving slowly ahead
And stumbling faster still
Lord, will my final home
Be heaven or hell?
Your saints have all shun me
So among the world I roam.
Trying everyday to find
A spiritual home.
Tell me, where did I go wrong?
Because now I can do nothing right.
I’ve been so long wandering in darkness
That I chose not to see the light.
I have little to no joy within me
I no longer have a song
I need to pray for deliverance,
But my prayerful mind is gone.
Hatred dwells deep within
So much so that I can’t see
That all the anger, hurt, false hopes
And all the pains are very lightly concealed.
When will the grief be taken?
My life just seems surreal
My spirit has been broken
When will my wounds be healed?
My mind hate has corrupted
Now it bleeds to every part
My soul, my soul needs saving
To save me, God, heal my heart.
I have strayed into the valley and am dead
Restore me!!!!