Speechless

I have nothing to say

For once in my life I am completely speechless

I wonder

Is this my last day on earth

Is this the day that waited for me since birth

Or not

Maybe I should stop

Stop to take a seat

Try to take the load that’s on my head

Off my feet

Maybe I should sleep

But I’m thinking

Thinking what if I don’t wake up

What if when I open my eyes

They stay completely shut

I would be scared

I think I would be too young to die

Why

I would feel deprived haven’t survived

To live my life to the fullest extent

Yet in any event

My sense of deprivation would be ignored

But

But what if I were to be scored

On the basis of how I lived my life

How would I do

Would the people I knew

Feel proud to fill my shoe

Or would I be hated

I guess these are the questions debated

Seconds before life is taken away

Maybe

Maybe this is the time to reflect back

I guess this is time when most pray

But

But what if I had nothing to say

What if

For once in my life I was completely speechless

What would I do….

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