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Suicidal thoughts fill my head.
Clouds my judgement.
My light is gone.
Surrounded once again by darkness.
Scared to move,
Afraid of what lies ahead.
Still as a statue,
I dare not move,
Not one inch.
Afraid what will happen.
Scared of this darkness I am not,
But what lies within it gives me the chills.
Waiting I am for the light to return.
My heart is still.
My blood runs cold.
The air grows stale.
How I still live is unexplainable.
I replay my happiest moments in my head
Over and over
For hope and faith.
But the only thing that has not stopped is my love.
My love for one person and only one.
I cannot be with anyone else.
I will not be with anyone else.
For this girl taught me so much.
I look up to her,
I admire her.
She is truly my hero
And I love her with all my heart
And soul.
She is the beat of my heart.
The warmth of my body.
The air i breathe.
She is my everything
And is the reason I'm here today.
She is the love of my life.
And I'll never forget her.
So I wait, still as a statue.
Surrounded by darkness.
Ready to take a daring step
Ito the unknown.