I didn’t heed Frost’s advice
about staying Gold
instead I just got old
without a trace of the glory
that once I supposed was mine.
The sleek Rimbaudien youth
waylaid by cliché
and beaten down by circumstance
and negative surroundings.
It happened just like that
that the hair would come out
and one day suddenly
I would be bald and not caring.
Banjos and clarinets sing
great tales of my defeat
and failure enters the canon
in a sudden thrust
and immortality is mine.
But I don’t want it!
I prefer to live life
in a state of blissful myth;
the legend in my own mind
that I have never become.
There’s not much sorrow
or bitter malcontence
It’s just a gnawing feeling
of letting it all slip away.
My paunch is my undoing
and I can’t deny the fire
that I wish to main
and the brightly burning intensity.
I’ve thrown a sucker punch
at the cosmos
and gotten away with it.
It’s a proud moment
which certainly
I’ll cling to forever.
Not everyone gets that lucky
and not everyone catches
a few good breaks
so take it and run
and be grateful
if only for a moment.