There is a terrible thing inside me
Embedding itself into my skin
Listless
And almost whimsical
Aching in chrome
Which has helped me
Facetiously escape
From the words that cannot form
Shaking in my bones
And the valleys
Cratered in my flesh
There are monsters inside of me
Dead pools of
Trembling red life
Speckling the pale tones
Of the barriers I have built
That hide the thoughts and feelings
That anxiously slip out to touch you
To prove to you
That you're the only one
Crawling inside of me
Rolling through the veins
That I have exposed
If only I could wash away
The pain that touched the surface
Of my skin
So that maybe I could make you happy
I never knew this pain
Existed
Until you learned to love me
And I have never feared
The night
Until it became me.