I sit in a distant land,
Where I can't get help even from the most familiar hand,
It's a place I feel I'm being drowned in sorrow like quick sand,
No one believes I’ll do what I think I can,
Everyone walks in the opposite direction because I don’t want to be with a man,
Think I’m crazy cause I say I’m a females biggest fan,
See I’m in love with this one chick,
But afraid she dump me quick,
Just cause my body’s a little thick,
Wonder if she’ll defend me when a guy is a prick,
Hold me tight when my patience clock takes it last click,
Lost in a distant world,
Thinking how much I love this girl,
Love her with straight hair or in three years old curls,
Doesn’t know how much she means to my world,
Consumes my dreams at night,
There to catch me even night after the biggest fight,
Even know some things she says isnt right,
No matter the problem, not matter the hurt, the one I crawl back to just to have in sight,
The one I need as my light,
Don’t think I could live with out her in my life,
How many times because of her I turned away from the red glistening knife,
Turned to her no matter how many times she told me things I did was trife,
A distant world where thoughts of her are held,
A place that explains how she makes my heart melt,
A world, a land, where it explains everything I felt,
A place I continuously screams for help,
Where I want to hang myself easily with a belt,
In a distant land,
Not one single helping hand,
Please except I don’t want to be with a man,
She my super star, I’m her biggest fan,
Listen cause you don’t understand,
Even when I scream for help,
You ignore how I felt,
She doesn’t see this effect she has over me,
Into this world she cant see,
Grab my hand let me free,
In this lost world free I want to be.
A distant world where thoughts of her are held,
A place that explains how she makes my heart melt,
A world, a land, where it explains everything I felt,
A place I continuously screams for help,
Where I want to hang myself easily with a belt,
In a distant land,
Not on single helping hand,
Please except I don’t want to be with a man,
She my super star, I’m her biggest fan,
My Distant world