Unbalanced in every thought
Thinking about the things I've always been taught
Going against them has always been my nature
Seeing it, believing it, being a stager.
In my meat, in my eye, all the way to my very core
I struggle with who I must be and the fact I just want so much more!
Feeling all lovesick today and so the day before
Got really drunk last night, listened to Pandora and almost passed out on your floor!
I just need to get way every now and then!
You feel so good, safe and zen!
If I could support myself and my little one
I'd leave this place and be quite done.
Tired of crying and feeling so much hate
Was finding you, simple fate?
You may not feel the same and if you do, you just don't want me to know
I feel love and compassion for you, I don't want to see it go out the window!