Hear me when I say
I need you in my life
I hate the tension here
And I hate being a wife
I am just so stuck!
Stuck, stuck, stuck.
My options here are not very easy
As a matter of fact
They make me a bit queasy!
Here I paint in order not to cry!
With you, I paint and feel so high!
I love your made up flowers
I love how it's turning into Ours!
I am just so conflicted,
All of this I would have never predicted.
I did set out to find you
Just had no idea how perfect it would be
You, art, feeling good next to me.
In my perfect little world this is how I'd like to see it,
I really just want to paint, create, love and be loved.
I don't require much. Overall I'm pretty content.
I need you in my life! Here I'm exhausted and emotionally spent!
I like the title to this poem but it doesn't quite work does it?
Kind of like my life right now, not working for me and feels like shit!
posted on 2012/05/25