You're just another guy that wants to be free,
Silly little me!
The architect so set in his ways, does he really want me?
The controll freak so fucked up in his, he'd like to tell me when to whiz!
He's pulling my child away from me,
My son and the one that lives internally!
I am so lost!
Are you a test?
Are you a sign?
Or are you something that's so Devine?
To find an architect?!
A poet and an artist?!
Everything that I am
Including a forest!
I am so lost!
He says I love you forever
In the next breath calls me a fucking cunt!
All of this shit my mind has carried!
He says, "Get back on your happy pills."
I say, "Why? Just to stay married?"
I'd rather be lost!
On day 3 the Architect said he loved me!
"Let's fall in love", were his drunken words he screamed on the phone!
I thought it was cute, I was so flattered,
Sounded like I really mattered.
4 sticks, a walnut and a bottle cap that says, "now is not the time to rhyme"
All this floating in my head, clear as mud and bitter as a lime!
posted on 2012/05/06