My dear family

 I love you all so much, I no some of you love me too.

But even you can't love me the way I do.

The passion, devotion, fervour, fierceness,intensity .

That I feel for you, you can't comprehend.

Where it all comes from I don't no.

Maybe it's because I never felt it.

When I was myself a child.

I no I was no where near a perfect mother.

But love I had plenty.

I am 66 and do you no what I want.

I want a mummy and daddy to love me.

To look after me .

To give me a childhood .

Things I never had.

I no I will soon be gone.

I pray that the good Lord takes me soon.

I no that some of you will not visit my grave.

Like one of you said, and you know who I mean.

When you're dead, your dead.

Thank you.

Some of you have children of your own.

And I pray that they will love you for ever.

I could not bear that any of them will feel the same way you feel for me.

Please remember me, even if it's just has that silly old woman.

I have nothing to leave you.

But that word that annoys you so.

I love you.

But I do love you with all my heart.

MUM.







Ella


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