I have a secret I am holding inside
I have a secret I am trying to hide
I have a secret that is eating me alive
I have a secret that brings tears to my eyes
I have a secret and it is tearing me apart
I have a secret that is ripping out my heart
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and now the tears fall like raindrops
and I am all alone with pain that never stops
trying to wear a mask that doesn't fit my face
feeling so completely out of place
and I am screaming inside behind my smile
and hiding behind all of my denial
why can't anyone see I'm dying
and that when I say I'm okay I'm lying
I have a secret that is driving me insane
I have a secret that is drowning me in pain
I have a secret that is with me wherever I go
I have a secret you will never know
I have a secret that consumes my mind
I have a secret no one seems to find
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I have a secret I don't want to share
I have a secret and no one cares
I have a secret that makes me hate myself
I have a secret and I'll never tell
I have a secret, I wish I could forget
I have a secret that I may regret
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