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More Therapy To Myself
More Therapy to Myself...You see
I'm no longer open
I have been cut too long
I will no longer tell thruth
but confuse you with lies
To hide myself (from the)
The Pain
Is not worth it to me
anymore
Trust is something I will
Not afford myself....
I have spent all my trust
you have betrayed my trust
you have betrayed my love
you have betrayed all that we
were...
I Love You
And, I want to Kill You
at the same time
I have killed you
A thousand times inside
but you come back and you cause me more
Pain
I AM healing, but I am so scarred....
scarred on flesh
and educated, grown.
And so, will not love easily
again.
I am done with you forever, (you know that is a lie)
but
You
you are new, you are
different
You are a fight, but not Always a fight
You are something I can
Not Name. Pin Down.
And that is special, so very special
to me, so
Different
I was fast, quick
I was rushed, No TIME
Call me, Call me,
I want to know YOU. (ring)
Goodbye (what?!)
Hello? Shit!... What a
Whirlwind, good to know
you...... again.
This time for real, that is you are
REAL
Really real, not dependant,
Independant, Feminine, and
Strong..... Beautiful
Untrusting...Complex
Frustrating, Beautiful.
Oh my
FRIEND
I want to love you
But I am afraid
I can not go through this
AGAIN.............
