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alcoholic

pot head

sex addict

i am all of the above

i am none

hand me the bottle

hand me the joint

hand me the dick

now look what you've done.

you're killing me slowly with self loathing

i kill myself

"self defeating tendencies"

thanks for the term ian

thanks for the problems

thanks for giving me life

thanks for making me want to die

you began me, and now i want to end you.

you couldn't live up to your legend

i couldn't live up to your expectations

we've failed

you've failed me

you've ruined me

but i'll save myself.

and it'll all be for your aproval.

that's all it was ever about.

i needed your aproval

but now i don't

i am me

and it's not your version of me

it's MINE.

so hand me the bottle

hand me the joint

hand me the dick

self defeat

self defeat

self defeat

my choice.