as my heart begins to shatter
i realized i never really mattered
as i watch my life begin to shatter
i realized it never really mattered
i watcch you fall away, just as life
but now i realize that it doesnt even matter
i wonder why should it matter as i watch my world begin shatter
i try to pick up the shattered mess
but darkness takes me over
and covers me in stress
no one really notices
and why should they
i never really new what happieness was
and now they wanna give it to me
how can i feel something i have never felt before
according to them happieness makes you heart melt
but how can it melt if it is broken....
how do they plan on making me happy
when all i have felt is sad
so they mine-as-well forget i mattered
and allow my heart to continue to shatter.