blue hearts trimmed in yellow
seem so sad within
its all a game im tired of playing
but the prize is you, and i have to win
time wont pass when you're not around
this room is getting small
the walls are slowly closing in
but they dont care at all
it seems i reach the end of my rope
each night i spend alone
thinking of you, i cling to frayed pieces
that burn my fingers to the bone
my only company is the hum
of the fan as it spins and spins
making the light dance over me
i lay drowning in my own sins
im yawning now, goddamn im tired
but sleep is running away
running and hiding from these eyes
sleep comes with the day
its been 2 months
since my heart began anew
since you picked it up and brushed it off
since it started beating for you
i think too much on these lonely nights
i think that everything i do
all the kisses and smiling "I love you"s
will never be good enough for you
Why is it that my mind is clear
on the cloudiest of days?
why do my eyes shine so bright
when they're wet with tears this way?
I picked out a star
its special, for you and me
i decided ill love you until it falls
even if you stop loving me
blue hearts trimmed in yellow
seem so sad within
but no one seems to notice the tears
always covered with a grin