The One / My Reflection

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Love

looking the mirror

this girl i see

is changing, i dont recognize her

they say this girl is me

have my eyes always been so dark?

were those freckles there yesterday?

i think back but cant remember

what i looked like before today

i keep looking at this reflection

im staring at the glass

i keep slipping into daydreams

of years long since past

daydreams of summers

when who i saw was me

days when it didnt matter

days when i was carefree

my focus returns

my eyes full of tears

i blink and they fall

splash and disappear with my fears

this reflection is so different

but i dont want it to be the same

you love me for what i am now

ill try my hardest not to change

leaning in, i look closer

analyzing every inch of skin

wipe them away, these tears are drying

maybe this is a game i can win

but its a game of me against myself

and you will find that in the end

that even through changes, you will only be you

and the homestrech is right around the bend

so i look at her and smile

she seems so happy and free

sorry it took so long to accept

that this girl is me

turn out the light, close the door

ive seen all i needed to see

i usually leave her there crying

but im taking this girl with me

step outside into the sun

and another freckle appears

but now im not so ashamed

of change, i no longer fear

get in my car, and drive to you

to thank you for all youve done

you werent afraid to look inside

im thinking that you're the one

the one that told me im beautiful

the one that i can believe

the one that is my world now

the one that ill never leave

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just a thank you for everything you do for me. I love you.

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