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I put the music on

To drown out the world

I lie down on my bed of flames

I drift away

And I start to cry....

There's so much on my mind

My heart is in so much pain

Torn between what might've been

And what will be....

I know how I feel

And I know I'm scared

I'm confused, not knowing who to trust

Feeling like I'm waiting for the hurt

Waiting for the bad news

The news that you still love her

I've been burned.....

I've encased my heart

Behind steel walls

I dont wanna know the future

I only wanna forget the past

I want to love you like I could....

If I knew how to trust

Then maybe I could see

It's only good intentions

You have for me

But I cant help but wonder

What you tell her

When I'm not there

And I'm sorry

I'm so sorry for the way that I am

I never wanted to be this way

I just cant handle these emotions

I lose myself in the music

Drown in my own tears

Set my heart on fire

Just to numb the pain

Now as I drit back to reality

The false happiness and painted smiles return

No one will ever see me fall

I'll always be ok

Until I'm gone