Where I Dont Belong

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2005-2009

I feel so lost here where i used to belong

I still dont know how i lived my life so wrong

here i sit in this familiar place

greeted be memories i cannot erase

I feel like i have stepped inside

a life i left so far behind

inside a person i forgot about

a life that tought me lessons

I could have done without



I was so anxious to get away

I never thought Id want to stay

this small place is such a big part of me

This place has made me

who've I've grown to be

this place i tried to leave behind,

will always exist inside my mind

this place that i have ran away from

is the place i will always call home



I left with the intention to never look back

I left thinking i would soon forget

But i diddnt realize there was so much to miss

I diddnt know coming back would feel like this



Wanting a life i can no longer live

Needing more than this place has to give

I dont fit in, and I dont belong here at all

Here, it's to easy for me to trip and fall

Theres so much here that I want, but I dont need

This place is'nt where im supposed to be

What i know, and those i love

All my comfort and even my home

all live in a place where i dont belong

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