Locked Inside

It burns at me day and night.

I wonder if I'm ever gonna be alright!

This Judas in my head

always betrays me in the end!

 

I live with it all the time.

I pray that one day it leaves my sight!

This demon needs to go,

but I can not fight it on my own!

 

It's pushing and pulling at me every day

slams the door shut in my face!!!

 

And I am locked inside

fighting in my mind.

Part of me wants to give up in the end,

but I've got to find a way to win!

Giving up's not in me this time,

so I'll stay here locked inside my mind!

 

There's no way I'm giving up.

I have something to fight for from up above!

The devil in me better watch out,

because I'm finally turning away from him now!

 

And we are locked inside

fighting in my mind.

Part of me wants to give up in the end,

but I've got to find a way to win!

Giving up's not in me this time,

so I'll stay here locked inside my mind!

 

The devil keeps taunting telling me that I'm not good enough.

I have to quit listening to all of his bluffs.

He's on my shoulder whispering in my ear,

but I'm finding something the devil will fear!

The Son is coming to save me from myself.

He's unlocking this door to let me out of my hell!!!

 

No longer locked inside

No more fighting in my mind.

I can never give up in the end.

I've just got to find a way to win!

Giving up's not in me this time,

so until then I'll stay here locked inside my mind!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I really don't know where this one came from. A place of healing I hope. I hold no grudges. I give them up here and now.

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