Self Sabotage

You tell me I should pay more attention,
Whenever there is something you mention.
But how am I to do so, If I didn't hear?
And now i just sit shedding a single silent tear.
You say your so sick of telling me what to do.
But there is nothing saying you need to.
You claim I self sabotage myself.
And that's bad for my health.
But don't you pretend to care.
Cause gee that'd be so unfair.
I know it's not true.
You care for me as much as I care for you.
If your so tired of reminding me.
Then why don't you just stop and see.
how much better everything would be.
If you want to yell then yell.
But don't except me to sit around in this hell.
I have the keys in my hand.
Knowing it's you I can't withstand.
So I say Goodbye.
I won't stick around until I bleed and die.
-Exkai Jade Satiro-Synonym Of Depression-

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Got into a fight with my mom again.

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