This pain in my heart;
you do not understand
Everyday I carry this burden;
this weight
Everyday I am humbled
by the agony
And all I desire is relief
from the throb
But robbed of care,
I choose to let myself
Be subject to this life,
and carry on in the stife
Every day a thorn in my side;
deep down I really just want to Die!!!!
So agonized;
so deprived
Living in fear;
the constant itch
No relief from the future;
buried in this manure you call existence