Jesus was a Nihillist,
he wanted to die,
life was merely a means
to an end.
It was all planned,
to prove an ideal of humanity
that this all means something,
so in order to make it mean something
you would have prove that death has
value.
A whole religion built around the worship of death,
to back up a fantasy of another life;
so the long for annihilation, truly is humanities
one and final wish? to be at one with nothing,
because the world is just not good enough;
we need the absence of it in order to feel validated.