Love? Hate? Freedom? Death?

Love?

has destroyed my life,

has done me in,

given me a concussion,

 

Love?

has fueled my rage,

has wasted my days

taken my clarity away,

 

Love?

I don't love it,

I regret it,

it has given me nothing but pain

 

Love?

has betrayed me,

has left me for dead,

just like any rape victim,

 

Love?

I gave it a bullet in the head,

no more, a more, hate is all

I have left

 

Hate?

will not betray me,

will not lie to me,

I know what it is

 

Hate?

makes me feel strong,

gives meaning to being alone,

it is reality 

 

Hate?

till death do us part,

I cannot escape the feeling,

I enjoy it,

 

Hate?

you destroy everything I care about,

being with others is pointless,

because I will always hate them,

 

Hate?

there is no other way,

when people you love go away,

I will betray the feeling that has betrayed me 

 

Hate?

I hate you,

just as much as love,

heaven, and hell the same

 

Freedom?

from both,

from feeling,

into the nothingness,

 

Freedom?

from the needs of the flesh,

for the search for meaning,

there is nothing but death,

 

Freedom?

from humans,

from loneliness,

at one with nothing

 

Freedom?

slavery to feeling free,

when you are still a slave

to caring about others.

 

Death?

the end,

or the beginning,

freedom from being free,

of thinking about thinking,

 

Death?

the only certainty in life,

where all love and hate goes,

where all emotion flows,

 

Death?

the indiscriminate asshole,

times up, the black spot,

every man pays the price,

 

Death?

nothing but,

all there is 

and ever will be,

 

All humans concepts (Love, Hate, Freedom)

are inconsequential to mother Death

 

The Black hole sucks everything in,

inescapable, no light shall miss,

 

Death?

into the black hole,

we all shall go,

completely erased

from existence,

 

Life?

"perchance to dream"

but only a fantasy,

only a blink,

a shadow,

an incomplete idea,

a contradiction,

a prison,

 

Life?

love, hate, freedom,

 

all leads to

 

Death

 

 

 

 

 

 

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