Inasense of hate

So as I sit here sipping tea

Enveloping my senses with scents of incense

And eclectic music.

I can't help but to think of you.

And how you don't think of me anymore.  

I know you no longer love me,

You told me so just yesterday.

I've let all my hope fly away into the Geneseo wind.

One thing I can't let go of are the memories.

I hate that I have so many.

And I hate that I loved you for so long.

Or that you said you will always care about me.

What happened to that?

I want to hate you.

That would make everything easy.

But I think we both know that's impossible.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Hell, I don't even know how to end this attempt at a hateful poem.

All I do know is that love really does hurt as the movies tell us.

And speaking of movies.

I really hate them.

I'm assuming that's why I'm so miserable.

They all make life seem perfect.

And I learned through you that life is far from it.

Its all in how your senses absorb it.

Maybe you and I didn't absorb things the same way.

Maybe, just maybe

That's how I got to this point.

This terrible ending to a poem that proves that I could never hate you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I was being untrue to myself.

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