I will kill brain cells before
I let myself remember that night.
I will lose my talent in a vain effort to keep them at bay
My friend is dead
But I cannot mourn him
I cannot make the numbness go away
Part of me died that night
Days pass and I tear away at myself.
But who killed it?
Thin masks hide hollowness
Clawmarks cover my stone walls
Tears remain unwept, anger keeps them unspent.
Day by day I lose more as it gets closer.
I will not mourn him.
I will not let the monster win.
My friend is dead
But I cannot mourn him
I cannot make this numbness go away
It killed my friend but It wont win.
No one will touch me
I am not weakening, I am a Phoenix
I stand alone
as I should have all the while.
Pain will be my lover
I am becoming untouchable
Unreachable
... Broken?