SHATTERED

So shattered am I that I may fall apart,
And may vanish somewhere with a broken heart.
What did I get here during all these years
Save treachery, debauchery, hatred and tears?

My best friend asked me once in a letter,
If I ever loved anyone in a true manner.
His question cut me deep and I was wounded,
Like Brutus,who stabbed Caesar, as he doubted
His friend's love for him and all other Romans,
How Shibli hurt Mansoor, with a flower-token.
Likewise, my friend too shot at me a question,
Asking me about love, without logic or reason.

Well, aghast I am at hearing those that I meet,
How they regard this world, as an abode complete.
And who, in night clubs, waste money and time,
Caring not for a moment about any crime.

And the sin for which Lot's folks perished,
Is now called "gay", accepted and relished,
By all those humans, who enjoy this 'pleasure'
This fornication, at times beyond measure.

Gambling, gun-toting and striptease acts,
Are all which I must now accept as 'facts'.
Some women on this earth like to be exploited,
By wolves in human form that roam like the haunted.
Nudity, foul language and sex sans marriage,
Have now become accepted norms of this age.
The Messiah isn't revered nor Moses honoured,
While the followers of Muhammad have been cornered.

By the conspirators who are openly defaming Islam,
With the intention to mar and wreck God's plan...
...To make it the religion that shall prevail,
Over others... while they, want it to fail.

I hate no one, it's the sinful ways which,
I find unbearable and want those to cease.
The thinkers and the wise, have joined evil leagues,
Favouring those carrying out Satan's intrigues.

I look at the sun, the stars, the universe,
And see that only man has become worse...
...And has fallen, as predicted, in all the scriptures,
That this earth will perish, due to evil creatures.

"Make not mischief in the earth", so has God said,
But whores and their masters have many misled,
And this shatters me, the man who knows no fear,
Watch out my beloved! I may crumble and disappear...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

*BRUTUS AND CAESAR: RULERS OF ROME IN THE FOURTH CENTURY B.C.
*SHIBLI AND MANSOOR: SHIBLI WAS AN EGYPTIAN MYSTIC AND A DISCIPLE/FRIEND OF BAGHDAD'S MYSTIC MANSOOR AL-HALLAJ, WHO WAS PERSECUTED, STONED AND EXECUTED BY THE LAW GIVERS AND CLERICS ALONG WITH THOSE WHO CONSIDERED HIM A HERETIC FOR SAYING  "ANNAL HAQ" MEANING "I AM TRUTH" IN A STATE OF ABSOLUTE MYSTICAL INTOXICATION WHICH COMES AFTER INTENSE MEDITATION, PRAYER AND FASTING WHILE REMEMBERING GOD ALMIGHTY THROGH SELF-NEGATION AND SELF-ANNIHILATION. SHIBLI, JUST TO SHOW THE OTHERS THAT HE TOO STONED MANSOOR, THREW A FLOWER AT HIM...BUT THAT ACT OF HIS HURT MANSOOR MORE THAN ALL THE STONE THROWING HE ENDURED WITHOUT A SIGH...BECAUSE SHIBLI, AS HIS BIOGRAPHERS SAY, KNEW WHAT MANSOOR MEANT WHEN HE UTTERED "ANNAL HAQ".
*LOT: A PROPHET WHO LIVED IN THE AGE OF PROPHET ABRAHAM (PEACE BE UPON BOTH OF THEM) IN WHAT IS KNOWN AS THE DEAD SEA REGION IN JORDAN. THE FOLK OF THE PROPHET LOT(PBUH) WERE ALL ADDICTED TO HOMOSEXUALITY AS COMPARED TO HETEROSEXUALITY AND FINALLY EARNED THE WRATH OF GOD ALMIGHTY AND PERISHED IN A RAIN OF FIRE AND BRIMSTONE, AS DESCRIBED IN THE HOLY BIBLE AS WELL AS THE HOLY AND GLORIOUS QUR'AN, IN WHICH HOMOSEXUALITY HAS BEEN CLEARLY DESCRIBED AS A SIN AND AN UNNATURAL ACT OF SATISFYING SEXUAL DESIRE BY MEN AND WOMEN.
*MESSIAH: PROPHET JESUS CHRIST (PBUH)
*MOSES: PROPHET MOSES (PBUH).
*MUHAMMAD: PROPHET MUHAMMAD (PBUH).

COMPOSED/WRITTEN ON THE 17TH OF NOVEMBER, 2009, AFTER READING ABOUT A CASE IN WHICH AN INNOCENT AND LOYAL CITIZEN OF PAKISTAN IS HANGED BY HIS ENEMIES AND A DICTATOR.

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