the love you showed me was a lie
you layed in bed I held you by myside
the kisses and hugs and cuddling so close
the long nights awake is what I miss the most
My tears are acid rain drops
the clouds have dispeared
there no use wondering
when will you be here
I cry out in the dark room
I lay on my bed crying for you
why do I let myself get hurt
why do I feel like no one loves me
These lies are so hurtful
I hardly get any sleep
I want to have the happy dreams
but the torture makes me weak
I can hold on strong and repair my broke heart
I want to meet a girl who will respect my heart
who doesn't mind me wanting to hold her
and show her i care
Someone to care for and know that I will be there
God is that to much to ask
to be loved and to have someone who loves me
to be held and know I am cared about
to not have to worry about being left alone
I'm sorry god please forgive me
All I want to do is hope and wait
maybe the right one will come and maybe it's just fate
I'll never be afriad
I'll never start to cry
You are my bestfriend
thats why I can't hide
my pain my tears from you