i sit here waiting but you never call
you wanted to shoot yourself
i feel it's my fault
i was only a child, i couldn't run there
instead i am left, with your death as a fear
i am so sorry, i tried to run so far
but i was only a child ,with not a strong enough heart
please forgive me, dont leave me now
i messed up my life ,but i somehow got out
i stayed in the church, prayin on my knees
telling god that i loved you
because you ment everything to me
I sit here waiting, for that call
instead i got dizzy, and died of a broken heart
you said you would shoot yourself
which made me so upset
now i sit here in heaven looking over your head
please forgive me dont leave me now
i messed up my life but somehow i got out
i stayed in the church prayin on my knees
telling god that i loved you
because you ment everything to me