I have this tingling feeling inside,
it creeps to my mind,
like a slow whisper in my ears it rest,
captivating my mind and hands,
for some reason
I want to hurt you real bad,
I want to get a razor blade,
so slow or fast motion,
cut the strands that hold you to my chest,
yet I know I first
have to open my chest,
smash my ribs so I can reach my destination,
blood splatter all over the place,
all walls stained with red,
while the organ tries to escape,
have my feet over it
hold it still,
get a baseball bat made from steel,
hit it as many times as I can,
till my arms grow tired,
hold it with my hands,
toss it to the ground,
jump over it,
spit on it more than once,
kick it like a ball,
bouncing from the walls,
should cause me humor and make me smile,
grasp a rusty knife
which point is of a square,
so I can dig deeper and deeper
for its tissue to tear,
filled its inside with lemon, alcohol and salt,
for is not capable of speech,
yet I want to hear it scream,
beg like a kid,
getting ready to be hit,
crying and begging for my actions
to come to a halt,
so I can drop the bat and knife,
hear that echo like in the movies,
slow, distant, all actions stop,
concentrate and theories of the ending,
yet I know the actions,
my mind has a plan,
does the clocks really stop,
or simply is it an alibi
for a more effortless take over