My dear, how hopeless you make me feel.
I thought I was over this crazy, hopeless pining.
This feeling of always wanting to be with you.
Of wanting more than what you’re willing to give.
I thought I was ready to open my heart to someone else.
That finally, after all these years I’ve moved on.
But it’s happening all over again.
And just because you held my hand.
Just because we started spending more time together.
You are very much a part of me.
When I think about my life, the years before I met you seem hazy and distant.
When I think about the future, I see your face, hear your voice.
Vivid as the present.
But this has got to die. This has got to stop.
Damien’s words, not mine. But the basic truth is the same.
I tried to settle for what you can give me. I tried very hard.
Now I realize, it’s not enough anymore.
But it’s just so damn difficult to stay away from you.