Drinking alone talking to myself
Looking and searching for someone to understand
How could you
Look at this fucked up life try to see through me
Iv tryed and tryed to explained
you try to realate
But whats inside these eyes is hidden by lies
Turn your back on me
pick me up
But ill lead you to believe their is something else inside of me
Your pills clam me
but you could never contain me
Im beating down myself
i cant sleep because of my dreams
Im dying inside but i still hide
You love me but you will never understand how i feel inside
ill run until i cant breath
ill never let you inside of me
hold me rape me
you will never break me
you can try but you will never find
whats behind these eyes
iv trusted your lies
i only belive in myself
You could never understand unless youve felt how iv felt