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I fight so hard to show who I am

Only to be forgotten again

Trapped inside a cage filled with anger and rage

Enough to fill up every goddamn page in this book

I’m sick of this every time I get my life back I turn around and its gone

Iv had been fighting for so long I don’t even know why I am screaming

Beating myself only to find a lost meaning

Crying denying the truth inside my own lies

Only coming to realize that I have failed

Because I have become what you wanted me to be

I have even forgotten my own self lost in my own misery

My cuts have scabbed and scared

Only to remind me of the nights that were just to hard

Wrist show everlasting pain that I will have to see everyday

Stuck begging for some direction preying for some kind or correction

But nothing shows

I continue to walk down this same old road

The only thing that I cant bare is that I know where it goes

This is somewhere that I don’t want to be

My wrist are bleeding im screaming for someone to help me

No one can hear me see me or feel me

So once again I am lost inside my own misery

I don’t even know where to start

I used to be so peaceful but now it seems as if I don’t even have a heart

I want to blame you but I only blame myself

I need to know if anyone has ever felt like this

And if so what was there one wish

Was it to continue to cry

Did you prey to die

What did you do

Will you help did someone help you

I am screaming for someone anyone please lend a hand

Alone I can no longer stand

I know longer fight because I have nothing left

I scream just to exhale my last breath