There is so much anger and pain
The friendship turned to loved then the love drove me insane
I went from being completely independent to not even being able to function
I always said that you wouldn’t catch me in another commitment
Before I met you I truly mint it
There was something about the way you looked into my eyes
Damn girl I could of almost cried
One thing I didn’t see coming was this surprise
Telling me I am the only reason that you are alive
I see the cuts you say I am the only reason that you survived
Then why is it every time we take a step forward you bring it back down
When I tell you I love you I don’t receive the same sweet sound
Whenever I did wrong I was on me knees head on the ground
Yeah I begged for you to forgive me
Kick me out of your life then a week later calling saying you just want to hug me kiss me
Every time I believe you when you say you miss me
Week later come to find out my best friends dick was in your mouth
We scream and shout you tell me you have no clue what I am talking about
I took you word and let it slide three days aside I found out that you lied
I cant believe this was something you would try to hide
Knowing how this would tear up my heart inside and out
Hit my knees because I truly loved her never hit her or shoved her
Cant believe this is what she did this was the one bitch that I thought could have had my kid
Now all I can think about is laying her down in the bed
Raping my hands around her neck until I take her last breath
Fucking my old friends mother for his lack of respect
Don’t come to me friendship what the fuck there is nothing left
Please don’t make me beat you to death
I shared my deepest filling you knew how much this girl mint to me
Didn’t have a Christmas to go to so you went with me
I supported you and so did my family what the fuck made you do this to me
Whenever you were hurting I tried my best to fix it I picked up what ever you lacked
Saying that you are sorry what was that I was to busy pulling the knife out of my back
So now I am suck with the decision of should I leave to mothers babies missin or just walk away
I laid the pistol on the table to listen to what it had to say