there are many shades of gray and black,
many words i've said,
that i can't take back,
many shades of gray and black,
wanting to take this knife from my back,
wanting to have everything back,
to the way it was,
there are many shades of gray and black,
a cold,dark and black heart,
have i now,
until my happiness comes back,
many shades of gray and black,
i walk around,
lost and confused,
emotionally abused,
many shades of gray and black,
completely blind,
but looking for a familiar face,
black and gray,
no matter what i say,
to you these words might be empty,
wanting nothing to do with me,
there are many shades of gray and black,
so are the rest of my days,
until you hopefully come back.......