You Are My Fault

Your hesitation stings
Whip lashes with every pause
The oarts where you ignore me
Hurt more than your insults

Your tears are like a kryptonite
An acid which more than burns
Seeping into my skin
And hitting my where it hurts

Your silences only give me time
To beat myself up
About where I've gone wrong
And how badly I must have beaten you

Your sadness is my sadness
And you always say you're never happy
Your pain is my regret
And your regret, my pain

I wish that razors slashed 'cross wrists
That bottles full of pills and candy
Would take us away to a far away land
Where we were free to leave

I wish there was no such thing as depression
I wish there was no dependence
I wish there were no love
And no rejection

I'd rip out my heart to save you
I'd give you a brand new soul
I'll love you until you fade to nothing
But it will never be enough

We'll always be awake like this
Our cheeks will always have tears
You'll always be the hopeless one
And I'll be your arrow's target

And always
It will all be
My
Fault

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