wish

i wish i could talk to you
feel your warmth wrap around me
and your arms holding me tight
i want you to lean down and whisper
how it'll be alright
with you wiping away all my tears
and scaring away my fears
to look me in my eyes
and call me out on my desperate lies
when i walk away
i wish you'd pull me back
and never let go
when i try to hurt myself you always stopped me
only you ever could
when i was giving up
and ready to end it all
you never let me fall
i was so scared of hurting you
i didnt know what to do
so i pushed you away
and kept running i was so stupid
now i think of you every day
i cant escape from the memories
and i need you now
i want to stop being afraid
but i dont know how
but i know one thing
if you were to ask me if i still love you
i would say yes
i wouldnt back down
i would kiss you like ive always dreamed
and believe like ive never screamed

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