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losing control
i can see myself losing control
red eyes looking at me in the mirror
showing me how far ive fallen
i can talk straight
and i forget how to think
if i keep falling
ill give up everything
and close my eyes forever
sweet endlessness
surrounding my own
judgement shows me what ive shouldve known
im fighting to stay afloat
but im sinking so fast
i dont know how much longer my grip will last
clinging to lost hope
and shattered dreams
im here alone crying
listening to my echoing screams
trapped by the silence of my mind
trying to leave those painful memories behind
the scars are real
the hurt wont heal
time is nothing more then how i feel
only so much more
ive built these walls and locked the door
so no one can enter
its to protect my bleeding heart
trying to stop it from breaking apart
i feel these bruises under my eyes
as i ingore peoples lies
am i to far gone?
can i be saved?
i dont think so
its time for me to go
so i close my eyes and go to sleep
and wait for the deaths closure
to burry me deep
