i bow my head in shame
facing all the blame
im sorry im hurt
im sorry i cry
its just another reason
for me to hope to die
im locked in a cage
and i can feel your rage
cruel words cut deeper than the blade
my heart is shattered
my soul begins to fade
the hate strangles me
as my fear chokes away my life
why bothing caring
trying
crying
or living
i just want this to end
but theres something im clinging to
and i cant let go
theres something i need to know.
but i cant bring myself to speak
im to badly broken and weak
can you forgive me for being wrong
can you understand that im not strong
i hate myedelf
im pathatic
i embrace my physical pain
its how i escape
the cuts all tell a story
of times i cant say
so when i cant make it through the day
the razor helps me survive the night
i cant promise ill be alright
and whos to say i wont die
but one question
do can you hear me
give one last hopeless cry?