When your worthless to the person that means the world to you,
Your whole world feels cold as if it caught the flue,
The sunniest days are dimmer than any night you've ever seen,
and the nights are so dark that you literally can't see,
You find yourself losing sleep because you always dream of them,
And you hardly ever eat because your appetite left with them,
You cry during the night,
During the day you hold it inside,
yet the pain amplifies when you hide it for your pride,
So with a smile you still cry,
as you laugh there's a silent scream,
indeed there's no bruises but inside your soul bleeds,
The flowers of your life quickly turn to weeds,
your anger takes their misdeeds and begins to feed,
"wants" become "needs" and in your mind there's no difference,
your hate rises in speeds that exceed any limit,
And you just wont them to care,
unaware of your despair,
neglecting the need for repair,
Logic impaired now swearing you need prayer searching for help that you'd take from anywhere,
Your desperately in love. - Devonte Mack