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Hope
Its been a minute
since I could tear through my ego
and allow myself to be Vulnerable to people
to allow myself to feel everything hit me all at once
and not be completely and utterly taken over
by not only by truth but the reality of all my fantasies being crushed
by pure maturity
its taken a lot to come out and say I was dumbfounded
still dumbfounded
stuck on don't want to believe what I can't see
and did not hear
but its one step I have taken to grow a little
by actually admitting how blind I have been
and that I choose to stay that way for the reason of
not letting too much truth incinerate my state of mind
cause to me
fantasy is the best part of childhood I never had
and would like to hold on to for as long as I can
allowing it to being my hope
