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It happens
The past is blasting behind me so clearly
I cant see the furture , its so hazy
I swear every moment in the present is getting crayz
I get caught up in things that dont matter
so eventually it all clashes
I shatter
pieces me spread out so far
Im confused trying to leave behind the past
but I lose myself in the reminiscin memories
the things that happens that aren't suppose to last
scared to touch anything
without thinking it will disappear
my lack of mind, heart, and common sense
shows this exact reoccurence
n im just speaking cuz i dont know how to let go
I dont know how to tell my family and friends
"RIGHT NOW I NEED YALL THE MOST!"
afraid the people who put me so high
when im not even a fraction of that size
Im ready to cry
ready to scream
ready to lash out and be mean for no apparent reason
just so someone can feel as crappy as I do
misery needs company
if im not happy why should you be
I set aside that crayziness and act like I care
I wouldnt ever do that but doesnt mean its not there
find me now I dont wanna feel stuck
I thought I was gettin better
the pain just went in deeper
its only time before it hits me all at once but this time harder
n the shred of hope inside tells me
It happens
something good can come out of things messin up
you grow up
